The night in Bali that changed everything
- MATAHARI SPACE
- Jul 1
- 4 min read
Welcome to the first Matahari Space publication. I'm writing this from Bali - my spiritual home, where it all began. I spiraled back exactly 5 years later. And it feels exactly right.
Let me start with a dream.
Not the kind where you’re running from something and suddenly can’t run, or somehow being in a school with no pants or even worse - naked. This one was different from the first second.
I saw four rays extending from a half circle. Then the first symbol appeared - shining in deep purple light, it gently landed on the first ray. And I just knew - there will be three more. One for each ray.
I woke up immediately. Heart open. Completely clear - it’s a Light code.
I didn’t question it. Next morning I sat at my computer and drew it. Two days later another one came. Then another. Four symbols total, every other day, just like that.
Then the fifth one showed up - but differently. In the jungle. A spot in Bali so charged with energy it’s hard to describe. That fifth one, I found out later, was mine.
I sent the first drawing straight to a dear friend - a channeller who worked with Light codes. She replied immediately. Yes. That is a Light code. She helped me understand them, taught me how to work with them, and then said something I’ve never forgotten: “I think I have to congratulate you. This is your path. And it will grow into something much bigger.”
She was right. But no one warned me about what comes in the middle.
Let’s talk about the part nobody talks about.
In the beginning the doubt wasn’t really mine - I felt the energy of these symbols straight away, don’t get me wrong. The doubt was about other people. How will anyone believe this? How do I explain these weren’t designed - they were received? In a dream?
Then AI arrived. Suddenly the internet was full of images that looked like sacred symbols, made in seconds. How do you prove something is real and channeled when nobody can tell anymore?
Then the money question. What do you even charge for something you can’t touch? Something so personal and energetic? That took time to figure out. Slowly, seeing how people reacted to their Light codes - the tears, the laughter, the “this is exactly me” moments - I started to understand their value.
My computer broke three times. When your whole income depends on a computer, that’s not just annoying - it’s scary. First two times in Bali. I wondered if it was a sign to quit graphic design. But I wasn’t ready to trust only the Light codes yet. Later, when the tattoos came and I could make more with less time, I let the design career go naturally. Then I came back to Bali three years later.
My computer broke again.
Funny. Not funny. But this time I got the lesson - it wasn’t punishment. It was a push. Trust the path, don’t fall into victim mode, keep going.
My guides also blocked my channel for a while - that was protection, because I was so wide open energetically and had no idea how to protect myself yet. And what did I do? Decided to visit New York in that state. How silly of me. 🙃
There were spiritual attacks on my channel too - and a period when everything just went quiet. For six months, not a single Light code came through. No symbol, nothing. That story deserves its own article.
And still - I kept going.
Slowly at first. One person asked. Then another. The feedback started arriving in ways I couldn’t ignore - the awe, the chills, the messages months later saying “something shifted after I received my Light code.”
Peru was unplanned. The tattoos were unexpected. But everything that was meant to arrive - did. Just not on my schedule.
Four years in. Close to 500 Light codes channeled, almost 200 of them unique soul Light codes. And here I am, back in Bali, where that first symbol arrived in a dream and started all of this. I wonder - who will be my unique Light code 200?
A gift to welcome you.
Every month I channel a Light code for the collective - to guide, protect and raise the vibration for the month ahead. This is the July Light code, and it’s yours, free. 🎁
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light code July '26 (for personal use only)
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I am currently in Bali and will be making my way to Australia and New Zealand later this year - planned, unplanned, we’ll see. 😄
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Next article? My first ever tattooing experience on an actual client. Trust me, you’ll want to read that one. 😄 |
You are the light. Shine bright.
Līva, Matahari space 🤍
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